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[Wednesday, July 13th, 2005 @ 3:06pm] |
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ummmm............ wow! yesterdays journal was kinda creepy idk what is wrong with me all of a sudden i just ugh idk i don;t even know what to say
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[Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 @ 10:52pm] |
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all i want to do ne more is cry cuz that one person i truely care about barely notices i exsist
i would do ne thing for you i would change nething for you just tell me what to do becuz i love you
there is no way i can explain in words to tell him how i feel so he will never understand if only i could make him understand i think things would be different i gues i am just sick of gettin my heart broke and many of you think that this is no big deal like oh she just started likeing him she will get over him i have loved him from the day i met him there is no way to get over that i just never told ne one cuz i was scared so it doesn;t matter waht ne one says cuz you all are just gonnabe like don;t say that we love you blah blah blah i am not saying htat doesn;t matter but i can;t ever put you in place of him some of you may look this over thinking i am whining about liek as usuall that i am just doingit for attention from everyone well you are half correct i am doing it for a ttentoin but not form everyone just one and it probably isn;t the rite way to do it but maybe this will so him how much i care for him if not if he just thinks iam crazy what can i do you never can make ne one love you so i guess ia m screwed ,huh?
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[Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 @ 11:59am] |
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well today i went to the place where i have to get my new glasses they didn;t have the ones i had so i had to get different ones
they are cute? maybe
well my mom said i can;t get my hair cut and dyed untill like a week before school so yea i wish i could get it done to day when we go but i never get what i want lol
so yea sunday i can;t wait cuz i am going to see aviral lavigne(sp?) with the lovely emily herkner
adn we are gonna have so much fun
we are making shirts and everything
i feel bad tho cu zi can;t take her to a concert to say thanks
but i will before the end of out high school career lol
well i am so bored i cna;t do nething on the weekdays like spend the night at neones house becuase i havfe dumb drivers training at 6:30 in the morning let me tell you it is WONDERFULL........ NOT!!!
gosh i hate it sometimes
but you know i got to have it in oder to be able to drive so yea
i realize most the time what i do on here is complain about things
hmmmm.........i probalby should stop
so yea i am gonna go find somthing to do
peace out
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[Monday, July 11th, 2005 @ 5:30pm] |
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well today i went to the lake
and that was about it
idk why i put in here what i did on days cuz it is never realy that exciting
and i don't really think that ne one reallys cares either
but i am gonna continue putting it in here cuz it is somthing to write
i am tried of being boring and myself cuz i am boring
so to solve this problem i am cutting my hair like shoulder lenght
and dying it black underneath and i might be getting contancts
then maybe someone will acutally notice me
yea that is right BLACK!!! no iam not going goth if i was i would die my hair all black
not that dyin your hair mean s you are a goth or ne thing yea i am gonna stop now
i am watching radio it is so sad
tear
ne ways i want to go and to something fun and like ugh i dk i am bored with life
and i am tired of being alone
like i want some one to like me as a girlfriend and it be someone i like back (sorry ryam lol)
((and emily too))
yea but putting this in here probably doesn't change nething
but what ever it is somthing to write
but yea i say that a lot but yea
i like it so that is why i am gonna use it
ugh! i am so miserable in life sometimes liek when i am at home with my parents or like when i look in the mirror! but yea i want to leave my house for like a week but like be with my friends but yea i am gonna go so peace out
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[Sunday, July 10th, 2005 @ 9:52pm] |
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wel today i got up adn went to drivers training and then i went to the lake and i forgot i have my glasses on cuz i wear them all the time so you know i for get they are on and i jumped in the water with them on and lost them my parental made a huge deal about it cuz they cost 100 dollars bull they wouldn;t have bought htem if they wre they were only 50 adn they spend 10 dollars on a pair of sunglasses and when they lose them they fork out another 150 dollars to get a new pair or pay 400 dollars for friends inthe bar but my glasse no! whatever i am bored i really want to do somthing with my friends but no one wants to do ne thing with me ! ha ! i am a retard but yea i am so bored with life except last weekend was the best weekend of my summer cu zi actulaly did something and had fun doing it so yea
why don;t you like me?
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[Saturday, July 9th, 2005 @ 8:38pm] |
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i know i have written in my journal 3 times today but i need to get this out
i really like someone some of you know who it is if you don't to bad but it is not like i just started lieking him i have liked him for a while and know htat we will probalby never go out or nething becuz he liek some one else i think but it is killing me inside cuz i really really like him alot and ugh i don;t even kno how to say it he is like everything i have ever wanted and i am sorry i didn;t realize this before and i am not everyting he wants but i jsut want for once just have some one there that likes calls me everyday and makes me feel good about my self you kno like someone you spend the extra 20 minutes in the bathroon for but i don;t want just ne one i wnat him but i guess everything happens for a reason
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[Saturday, July 9th, 2005 @ 8:35pm] |
Girl: Hey baby, I want to show you…
Boy: (cutting her off) Grrr, I'm so mad!
Girl: why? What’s wrong?
Boy: Grr, everything!
Girl: Explain baby,
Boy: I just lost a championship game, my parents flipped out on me for no reason, and I’m catching a cold.
Girl: Well, hey there will always be other games, you know I’ll take care of you when your sick, and what did your parents flip out about?
Boy: They are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: Is it a lot of money?
Boy: No, it just sucks, but, hey I don’t feel well. I’m going to go lay down. Bye.
Girl: Wait, I want to give you some...
Boy: (cutting her off) Can’t it wait until tomorrow?
Girl: Yeah, sure, bye
Boy: Bye
Two hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive and she goes. Her friend swerved to avoid a truck, hitting a tree instead. Her friend was killed instantly and she’s in critical condition.
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: (crying) Oh my god!
Boy: What? What’s wrong ?
Sister: My sister, your girlfriend, was involved in a major car wreck!
Boy: Is she ok?
Sister: She’s in critical condition.
Boy: I'll be there in ten minutes.
He shows up to the hospital room, standing outside the door, going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and breathing tubes pump.
Boy: She wanted to give me something or tell me something?
Girl’s Mom: Yeah this...
It was an envelope with her scent upon it sealed with a kiss in lipstick. He opened it and it said…
"You’re everything to me.
I love you with everything I am and everything I have.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
Sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to and the first picture they took together. He kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture. It looked as if in the picture she was crying. Then the machines flatlined. Three minutes later she was pronounced dead.
If you have any heart, any soul, or want to be happy you will repost this. If you care for someone do not let something like this ever happen.
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you will have the best day of your life this Saturday. You're number one *love* will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and you know you can.
i didn't post this becuz that crap at eh bottom but becuase i thought it was really cute
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[Saturday, July 9th, 2005 @ 7:41pm] |
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yesterday awsome okay first emily adn ryam came over then we talked
then boys came
then broke open a pinata
then listen to music
ate cake
lost my boyfriend bob in a tragic fire accident (lol)
boys left
made pizza
pratically ate my house
got on line
made a new friend
called ryam a nasty butthole
got a boyfriend
got dumped
watched retard music video of me when i was gayer than i am now
fell asleep
today
got up
everyone left
went to jackyln's open house
went to the mall with damon adn justin
came home
writing in my journal
the last days have been fun
lots of fun
new screen name: iheartmcr17
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[Thursday, July 7th, 2005 @ 5:13pm] |
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i am trying
i am trying
to let you know just how much you mean to me
i would drive to the end with you
*seeing you with her make my every living day worthless*
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[Thursday, July 7th, 2005 @ 4:59pm] |
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well today i went to driver training i had range with lacy omg tht was fun i saw ashely up there too
then my mom picked me up and we went to kohls and then to dot adn then the mall i got some hair ties adn shoes and so hair ribbon things from hot topic and i got a pair of short from dots oh yea i went to mejiers with my mom and got a surpise for a surpise so yea then i came home
i have a softball game to day and i can't run cuz i screwed up my nee so yea and we have a double header so that will be great ya
now i am listening to mcr as usaually and i am gonna go cuz i have nothing else to say and my typing is getting on my nerves
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[Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 @ 11:18pm] |
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happy birthday
emily ann herkner
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[Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 @ 11:13pm] |
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well to day was fun i went to driver traing and i drove on the freeway i was so scared i thoughti was gonna die seriously wooooo!! i can't wait till it is over
well i went to the mall today and i got two new My Chemical Romance t-shirts and i got the old MCR cd so i have both now and they both are awsome and i was trying to finda pair of short the mall has liek no short they are selling pants now and my mom won;t let me buy pants cuz she is awsome but whatever yea i am pretty bored adn tired so i am gonna go cuz i have to getr up at 5 30 to go to drivers training it sux peace out
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[Monday, July 4th, 2005 @ 3:25pm] |
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well today i woke up at 9 and tooke my puppy outside then came back in then we both fell back asleep adn as i was sleeping he chewed on my earphone but he is so cute i can't stay mad at him but ye ato day is the most boring est day of my life i am not doing ne thing adn from the sounds of it i am not gonna do nething AHH!!! i am so bored i am gonna die but i have my MCR disc so it is all good but yea i lost 2 pounds in one day ain't that neat actualy it is dangerous but i am still living so it is ok yea i want to go do somthing but i don;t know what and i dk with who so yea i guess ia m just gonna stay home on fourth of july and be boring like my life so yea i am gonna go now peace out
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